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Wako0o0o0o0ooo  hmmmmmm its over again!!!! this time I will NOT take him back!! If he wants me that is i love him so much, gonna take fukin ages to get over him!!!!!!!!!! Also I'm not having sex 4 a while.... once u introduce that, everything fuks up!!!!! hehe but at least I stole his virginity hahaha xx w00p w00p we're back together!! oh gosh, I'm so happy! ayeeeeeeeeeeeee    How can I be so fukin stoo0o0opid. I have lost the one person in my life that I thought would be with me forever =[ It was a good 10 month but I don't want it to be over....... I'm gonna miss him xxx Everything seems to be ok now, gonna see less of each other methinks and hopefully that will work =] We both don't want to lose each other but we both know we can't go on the way we are!! They say Love Is Never Letting Go! They say Love Conquers Anything!! Is love really enough or is there more?? To what extent can love conquer anything?? Something I gotta think about because I don't think in my case love is enough.... I used to think it was but nothing has changed.... we've been trying for a month now and I haven't even realised it's become that bad until a couple of hours ago.... fingers crossed this works out.... he doesnt realise that if we split I'd be crushed and probably do something stupid!! Current mood:  crushed.
Ok so I was wrong about everything.....on my last chance with Gareth and I have to change everything about me before Wednesday or I lose him =[ I dont know what to do. I want to die!! How does slit wrists sound?? In a bath?? 0o0o0o0h blood red water xx Current mood: sad.
Merry Christmas!!
Current mood:  exhausted.
6th December and I'm not nearly finished my Christmas shopping - grrrr! My mam got me an advent calender right.... and I says get me a milkybar one... sold out - how can a fukin milkybar calender be sold out on the 1st December..... so what I get instead.... FIFI and the FLOWERTOTS!!! what the fuk?? Gareth's at work so I am doing fuk all.... managed to spend £35 on him already... not even that on my family but you know what.... I dont care.... Still disliking someone but I still have to get them something for christmas... grrrr! Dunno what to buy.... I wish I knew how paypal worked and I'd be able to get cheap-ish dvd's for them on ebay...... grrr! I might just look for somethings and then get Gareth to buy them for me... not pay for them you gotta understand... I will give him the money :D Aaaakkkk Getting my hair cut on friday and I have no idea how I want it done..... Mam wants me to put some music on cd's for her... I get paid for doing so.... and it pays for my haircut so I do not go into my wages..... aaakkk not getting much this week coz I had Friday off... AND laura.... I hope you are ok with the whole David thing...... talk to me if you want... Current mood:  cold.
I'm seriously disliking someone at the moment!!
Hmmm, looks like my night out is cancelled due to family problems... its not my mams fault at all. I might just go out by myself and drown in alcohol. That might be fun!! Someone join me??? Current mood: numb.
Ain't posted anything in aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaages.... and the result came out in August.... jesus christ on a tricycle. 1. Me and Gareth going great... coming up 6 months on the 2nd November.... going to Newcastle to celebrate... oooh never been to Newcastle before, not for a proper night out.. 2. Obviously not at Uni, coz I am thick.... reapply next year?? 3. Still at Raffles :D:D w00p w00p. The appeal of working there is losing its touch now... 4. Applied for a job as a Trainee Chemist in Felling.... could have gotten a Chemistry degree out of it.... but I didnt get it.... coz again, I am thick... in the maths department :P 5. Missing Steph's birthday on Saturday :( Gotta work!! I haven't seen her in aaaaaaaaaaaaages and I miss her. Gonna ring her tomorrow to say hi :) 6. Some friends have neglected me.... but I am happy with my work friends... going to play pool tomorrow with Gareth, MT and Leanne. Should be a laugh. Current mood:  okay.Current music: Life's A Bitch - Shooter. |
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